Broken Brain Days
Wednesday, September 11, 2019 2 comments
The tournament on Saturday...the grocery store on Sunday. Such little things I used to take for granted. Now I'm still feeling a setback in heightened symptoms on Wednesday! I was two Tylenol in before 11am! Those who know me well know that ... Read more
A Good but Busy Week
Sunday, September 08, 2019 2 comments
I know this week was very busy. I know I went to town more often this week than last (I will not be allowed to even attempt to reinstate my license until a doctor clears me which means at LEAST November when I see the new neurologist for the fi... Read more
One Step Forward...
Thursday, August 29, 2019 3 comments
So done today. In spite of all the good things going on in my life right now: Elsa settling well into HS and rocking it on the volleyball court and FINALLY getting orthotics for horrifically overprinted ankles at 14, my relationship with hubby ... Read more
Trying to Balance on So Many Levels.
Thursday, August 22, 2019 1 comments
Okedoke. Time for a check in. Most of this is just trying to keep track of what I'm feeling when. So much is focused on balance right now. So many types of balance to, well, balance. Yes, some of it is the basic physical type. I have... Read more
"Look on the bright side." ≠ "There is no dark side"
Thursday, August 15, 2019 1 comments
Sorry if this comes off catty. It is a frustration point. I am so tired of being told I'm too negative all the time for talking about the struggles I'm facing. Is a good chunk of what I talk about, online and off, to do with my TBIs and ch... Read more
Detached and Disjointed and Plowing on Through.
Thursday, July 25, 2019 1 comments
Part of being post TBI is having moments, days, or even longer where you feel like you're watching your life and, really, the rest of the world go by without being connected to it in any way. Depression comes with it quite often. Taking little ... Read more
Two Steps Forward...
Wednesday, July 17, 2019 2 comments
It can't all be good. I knew, going into this "retired from education" thing that it wouldn't be easy. I knew self-publishing one book and the possibility of commissioned pet portraits wouldn't be anything close to guaranteed income. Heck, th... Read more
Friday, July 12, 2019 0 comments
Yesterday I took the last of my things out of the last of my classrooms. While the part of me that is enjoying the hopeful excitement of moving into a path that is based solely on me and my creativity made sure I showed up to do that with brigh... Read more
New and Exciting (aka Terrifying) Beginnings
Thursday, June 27, 2019 2 comments
It's been coming a long time. I spent 16 years living and loving the world of elementary and middle school education. I have been a librarian, a yard duty supervisor, a substitute teacher, an art teacher, a music teacher, a choir director, a s... Read more
Necessity is the Mother of Invention
Tuesday, June 18, 2019 0 comments
...and Desperation is sometimes the Mother of Motivation. I am apathetic and lethargic. I am suffering from sleep deprivation due to RLS which was worsened by daring to exercise yesterday (no doc, I'm not just avoiding it because I'm feeli... Read more
"Come hell or high water..."
Friday, June 07, 2019 1 comments
One of those phrases I heard all the time as a kid, was "come hell or high water..." followed by something that was going to happen no matter what, the speaker was determined. It's time to make moving forward a "come hell or high water..." ... Read more
Monday, May 27, 2019 2 comments
Ahhh, consistency, my most consistent struggle. I have so often gotten partway through the "forming a habit" period with a good behavior, then some sort of obstacle gets in my way and I have to start from scratch. I was getting better about co... Read more
Try Not To vs. Don't Try To...
Wednesday, May 08, 2019 2 comments
There are certain things most of us know we should never try to do. Sadly, we tend to stop there, at not actively trying to do these things. We fail to take that next step of actively trying to AVOID doing these things accidentally. It takes ... Read more
Wednesday, April 24, 2019 1 comments
I have always been happy to work with others and depend on others for things. I really have. There are areas of my life I struggle to let go of control of, yes. Anyone ever watching me take on a Book Fair knows this. What they don't see is t... Read more
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